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Chapter 1850

If there is such a thing as fate. (5)

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β€œAaaaargh!”

Rage sometimes pushes a person beyond their limits.

It draws out strength one could never summon and makes one do what was once impossible.

That was exactly what was happening with Tang Soso’s sword. Power she could never have imagined surged into her Plum Blossom Sword.

It was a sword filled with worry. Confronted by her purely explosive emotions, a chilling smile of delight momentarily appeared on Jang Ilso’s face.

Clang!

His bracelet and Tang Soso’s sword collided head-on.

β€œJang Ilso! Jang Ilso! Jang Ilsooooo!”

Tang Soso swung her sword like a storm, shedding tears while continuing to press on.

The force behind her sword had grown tremendously, but that was all. A swordsman must never lose composure. Once precision leaves the sword, it is no different from a woodcutter’s axe.

However powerful it had become, such a blade could not so much as graze the hem of Jang Ilso’s robe.

And Tang Soso, a swordswoman who had crossed the line of death countless times, sensed this instinctively. Even while swept up in her turbulent emotions, she desperately struggled to minimize her openings.

Of course, her opponent was Jang Ilso and improvisation alone was hardly sufficient. In the brief exchange of a few moves, gaps appeared that could have cost Tang Soso her life several times over.

Yet Jang Ilso did not reach out to strike. He only watched Tang Soso rage, his eyes simmering intensely. The expression now lingering at the corners of his lips differed distinctly from his usual mockery or derision.

β€œAaaaargh!”

At last, as Tang Soso flew at him with a roar, Jang Ilso finally extended his hand.

Thunk.

He seized the hand that held her sword with absurd ease, then yanked her towards him before she could even react.

Tang Soso’s tear-filled eyes and Jang Ilso’s gently curved ones met at point-blank range.

Jang Ilso spoke slowly.

β€œWhy are you doing this?”

β€œY-You…”

β€œYou were prepared for this, weren’t you.”

Tang Soso trembled before she even realized it. It was as though Jang Ilso’s words had stabbed straight into her heart.

β€œYou were prepared, weren’t you? When you so arrogantly boasted… didn’t you ever consider what you might lose?”

β€œLet gooooo!”

Tang Soso brought her sword crashing down in a frenzy.

It could hardly be called swordsmanship – rather, it was closer to the desperate, mindless swinging of some stick by someone who had completely lost their reason.

β€œWhat do you know? You, of all people!”

Clang! Clang!

Her sword repeatedly struck Jang Ilso’s bracelets in frenzied bursts.

After a series of reckless strikes, she regained a sliver of discipline as a swordsman and unleashed a sudden burst of Plum Blossom Sword energy.

But a mere instant before that, Jang Ilso’s palm thrust into her solar plexus.

Boooom!

Cough.

Blood burst from Tang Soso’s mouth. Like a kite which string had snapped, she flew back and slammed into the ground.

β€œDojaaaang!”

Namgung Dowi shouted in shock.

β€œUgh….”

Yet Tang Soso soon squirmed and pushed herself up. She was grievously wounded, but far less injured than one would expect after taking Jang Ilso’s strike unguarded.

Seeing this, Namgung Dowi felt relief and doubt in equal measure.

β€˜No way…’

It was certainly fortunate, yet entirely impossible.

Jang Ilso, showing mercy with his attack? Such a scenario was unimaginable – even in one’s dreams.

Could it have been a mistake? That notion, too, clashed with all of Namgung Dowi’s common sense. The man was Jang Ilso, after all.

That left only one possibility.

β€œGet up.”

Jang Ilso smiled softly, eyes fixed on Tang Soso.

β€œIt doesn’t even hurt that much, does it?”

Indeed, an indescribable chill emanated from Jang Ilso. Sensing a grave crisis, Namgung Dowi tried to move somehow to help Tang Soso, but carrying it out was impossible.

β€œKyaaaaaaagh!”

β€œD-Damn…..!”

Namgung Dowi barely dodged the jet-black hand that suddenly lunged towards his face.

Indeed, with severe injuries weighing on him, even facing the rampaging demonic cultists before his eyes was a struggle for Namgung Dowi. In truth, even staying alive against them bordered on sheer luck.

Hye Yeon and Lee Songbaek weren’t faring any better. If anything, they faced even more enemies than Namgung Dowi.

β€œDamn it!”

Cursing, Namgung Dowi swung his sword. Even in this moment, Jang Ilso was slowly but steadily approaching Tang Soso.

β€œHhh…….”

Tang Soso drew ragged breaths. Her chest heaved violently without pause. The pain that radiated from her solar plexus felt as though it would crush her entire body.

And towards her, Jang Ilso advanced.

It was a situation in which crushing pressure should have been overwhelming, yet Tang Soso’s head was filled to the brim with blinding rage and hatred. And…

Drip.

The tears would not stop. A grief so immense that neither hatred nor anger could fully hide it raging inside her. The sorrow swelled and swelled, until it seemed ready to sweep her mind clean.

β€œDoes it hurt? So much that you can’t do anything more?”

Jang Ilso tilted his head slightly, as though he could not understand. Yet it surely was not because he truly could not comprehend it.

β€œIsn’t it strange? You kept boasting about righteousness, about chivalry. From what I understand, true righteousness begins by willingly sacrificing oneself. So why is the illustrious swordsman of Hwasan acting so pitifully? Ah, perhaps…”

A chilling smile touched Jang Ilso’s lips.

β€œCould it be that you’ve never really had such resolve?”

Tang Soso flinched. Not missing it, Jang Ilso smiled brightly and continued.

β€œPeople, surprisingly, don’t know themselves very well.”

β€œβ€¦.Shut up.”

β€œYes, perhaps you truly believed that. That you could sacrifice anything, give it all up. That, whatever situation befell you, you could grit your teeth and endure. All for that sugar-coated, so-called Noble Cause.”

β€œShut… up……”

Jang Ilso’s eyes suddenly turned icy and calm.

β€œBut β€˜loss’ is not something you can bear with such half-baked resolve.”

At those gentle yet merciless words, Tang Soso’s gaze wavered violently.

No matter how hard she tried, the tears would not stop. She wanted to scream that it wasn’t so, to shout that he was wrong. Yet the despair coiling around her only grew more vivid the more she struggled.

β€œA life with blades stuck in your flesh, crossing the line of death itself, losing your future, failing to obtain what you desired, enduring an endless thirst.”

Jang Ilso nodded leisurely.

β€œYes, admirable. Truly admirable. But… by now you, too, must know, don’t you?”

β€œβ€¦β€

β€œSuch things alone are not a β€˜true loss’. Loss is having what you least wish to lose torn from you by force. It is not simply losing, it is being robbed of it. Yes… just as I stole your father’s life.”

She ought to grind her teeth, glare with eyes overflowing with hatred, hurl words laced with curses – yet Tang Soso could not.

Jang Ilso’s calmly flowing words seized her mind and would not let go, slowly, coldly eating away at her within.

β€œNo!”

At last Tang Soso cried out, charging at Jang Ilso even more recklessly than before – and, of course, was flung back even faster than she had lunged forward.

Once more sent tumbling, Tang Soso clawed at the ground.

No matter how she strained herself, no strength would enter her fingers. Behind her, Jang Ilso’s voice descended heavily.

β€œDo you understand? It means your resolve was lacking.”

Tang Soso’s shoulders trembled like aspen leaves. A grief so deep she could not even sob aloud. Jang Ilso’s eyes, watching her sorrow, glinted with a strange, unreadable light.

β€œTell me. Had you truly braced yourself for a loss?”

β€œJang Il……”

β€œTruly?”

Clack.

Tang Soso jerked her head up before she knew it. Perhaps it was a premonition born of instinct.

Jang Ilso standing before her was not looking at her. For a brief instant, his gaze had definitely shifted elsewhere.

Towards Hye Yeon, towards Namgung Dowi, towards Lee Songbaek.

A chill ran down her spine, and goosebumps prickled her skin. It was both intuition and the obvious conclusion.

In that moment Tang Soso sprang to her feet.

Her bones and muscles screamed, and the inner energy surged backward from her battered dantian. But none of that mattered.

β€œDon’t…. pull that crap.”

She rose even while blood continued streaming from her mouth. She had no choice. If she merely sat there, Jang Ilso’s blade would turn on them.

β€œOoh?”

Jang Ilso looked at her with amusement.

β€œI won’t lose… I won’t lose anything. Whatever it is, I won’t let a bastard like you take it from me!”

β€œβ€¦β€

β€œI’ll grind you to dust!”

Her large eyes boiled with savage hatred. At the same time, a killing intent sharp as a blade slicing skin swept over Jang Ilso.

β€œHaha….”

It was a ferocity unimaginable from a Just Sect’s swordsman. The source of that fierce intent was clearly different from the Noble Cause [λŒ€μ˜(ε€§ηΎ©)] she had been shouting about moments ago.

Tang Soso was scared – of losing what must never be lost.

Only after experiencing loss did she realize how terrifying that was.

The fear of losing no more. No one could point fingers and call it lowly. The desire to protect what is precious deserves praise.

With hands that trembled violently she gripped her sword. She forced her inner energy to rise and set her shaking legs moving.

And in her figure Jang Ilso saw himself.

β€œSo I am what you hate. And yet…”

The corners of Jang Ilso’s lips lifted high. Wearing a sinister smile, he glared at Tang Soso – at everything in this world – with dreadful loathing.

β€œβ€¦The feeling is mutual, you see.”

In an instant Jang Ilso’s entire body was engulfed in blue flames.

❀ ❀ ❀

Boom!

β€œAagh! Damn it!”

Baek Sang’s scream rang out from behind, but even that did not slow Baek Cheon.

It was a hellish battlefield. As he sprinted, swords charged with lethal inner energy skimmed past by a hair’s breadth. A single mistake – no, a single stroke of misfortune – would see his head chopped off.

Yet such dangers meant nothing to Baek Cheon now. In his eyes there was only one figure, back turned, fleeing.

β€œStop, you son of a bitch!”

Bang!

Baek Cheon slammed his foot into the ground.

Logically thinking, catching up was impossible: Baek Cheon’s martial arts were shattered, while his enemy’s were not.

But right now it could be done. After all, Baek Cheon was not the only one who had to dodge the indiscriminate blades slashing friend and foe alike.

Even so, the gap between him and the masked man refused to close. To make it worse, Baek Cheon’s dantian screamed in agony.

Flames burst in Baek Cheon’s eyes.

Clang!

Without hesitation he drew his sword.

β€œYou!”

Kuuuuung! He pounded the earth again. Whether his mangled arm could hold out was unknown. He could only trust it would.

β€œStooooop!”

Baek Cheon swung with everything he had. His arm shrieked, the brace creaked as if about to snap.

Paaaaaang!

And yet, even so, his blade somehow gathered force and tore through the air.

The sword, spinning like a top, flew towards the masked man’s back. Sensing something flying in behind him, the masked man turned around sharply and hastily drew his own blade.

Clang!

He knocked Baek Cheon’s sword aside. But that alone was enough.

β€œSang-ah!”

β€œI know!”

Not wasting the momentary gap, Baek Sang flew in and brought his sword down towards the masked man’s head.

Bang!

The masked man blocked Baek Sang’s strike and shifted into a defensive stance. The feet that had moved without rest halted for the first time.

β€œUaaaargh!”

Baek Cheon charged at the masked man and rammed him with his shoulder.

Thud!

The masked man tumbled to the ground. Seeing him finally forced to a stop, Baek Cheon roared.

β€œGot you, you punk!”

The crouching man clutched his mask with one hand and glared at Baek Cheon. In the eyes revealed between the mask’s slits gleamed a chilling and unfathomable hostility.

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35 responses to “Chapter 1850”

  1. Shehap Ali Dawuod Avatar
    Shehap Ali Dawuod

    More chaptersssssssss , ty elie

    Liked by 4 people

    1. ellie Avatar
      ellie

      you’re welcome!

      Liked by 1 person

  2. Arcolus Avatar
    Arcolus

    I decided to sleep early but my body woke me up for this chapter

    Heartbreaking. Also can’t wait to see who this masked man is

    Thanks for the work Ellie!

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    1. ellie Avatar
      ellie

      we still have that theory that he is cms.
      but no matter how convincing u made it sound i still kind of don’t believe its him πŸ’€πŸ˜‚
      (watch me flop and it’s cms)

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      1. Arcolus Avatar
        Arcolus

        With Baek Cheon calling this guy a punk you’re probably correct ngl, just didn’t know who else it could since barely anyone uses disguises

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  3. reemumu Avatar
    reemumu

    OMG, JIS SAID TO SOSO WHAT CM SAID TO BC in 1740!!

    Loss is having what you least wish to lose torn from you by force. It is not simply losing, it is being robbed of it.

    but the situation is so different lol

    and AAAAGHHHH THIS CLIFFHANGERRRRR I JUST KNOW ITS CMS!!!!! IT WAS SUCH AN EPIC CHASE, REMINDED ME OF YJ CHASING GAMYEONG !!!! Ahh, good times …

    ANYWAYYY I CANT WAIT!!! PLS DONT SWITCH POV! IM TOO EXCITED!!! im in a good mood after reading so i will do my assignments diligently ✨✨ thanks ellielie

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    1. reemumu Avatar
      reemumu

      ah tbh when i read 1740, that part seemed like cm also saying it to himself. I wonder if thats the same case here, jis also saying to himself?(In his case it would be gamyeonf)

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      1. ellie Avatar
        ellie

        hmm. it is quite possible actually

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    2. ellie Avatar
      ellie

      cm and ilso twinning yet again γ… γ… 

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  4. ebinn Avatar
    ebinn

    thank you for the chapter!

    have a great week everyone!

    Liked by 3 people

    1. ellie Avatar
      ellie

      you’re welcome! ❀️

      Liked by 2 people

  5. quicklyc373c38184 Avatar
    quicklyc373c38184

    It would be so funny if someone would tell them about Ilso CM.

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    1. quicklyc373c38184 Avatar
      quicklyc373c38184

      It would be so funny if someone spilled the beans on ilso cm.

      Liked by 1 person

  6. Elaide Avatar
    Elaide

    Dear Ellie, I already found Chung Myung’s alcohol to drink.

    Mm, although I spent a lot of time saying that I hate all the characters, except my beloved Chung Myung, sometimes I feel sorry for them.

    In fact, why are they giving so much importance to Baek Sang? Could it be that Biga wants to use him as a martyr to stop the war between the alliance and the… uh, whatever they’re called?

    Nah, Biga is a kind person despite everything. In fact, he wouldn’t dare make those he wants to save, Baeck Cheon, ignore him only to then kill some members of the alliance who are there. Though, it would be interesting to read to see if, despite that, he still maintains his halo of light.

    Oh, I got another idea. Maybe Biga could write about Namgun Dowi dying from taking a blow meant for Tang Soso. Jang Ilso, seeing this outcome, would be satisfied and leave, leaving Soso in shock, trying not to cry while feeling Dowi’s life slipping away in her arms, feeling bad for losing once again something she shouldn’t have lost.

    Dowi, seeing her tears, would feel guilty for making the girl he once loved and who later inspired him cry. So, with his little remaining strength, he would wipe her tears and ask her to move on and smile. Despite her pain, Soso would smile so that Dowi could die in peace.

    But these are things that won’t happen. Biga doesn’t write after drinking and watching novels full of anguish. So, cheers, Ellie! Thanks for the new chapter, and have a lovely Monday.

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    1. ellie Avatar
      ellie

      baek sang? u mean baek cheon? bcs there rly is not much importance in bs’s character except him cursing through all these chapters.

      you are welcome! have a great week ❀️

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      1. Elaide Avatar
        Elaide

        Yep, I’m definitely referring to Baek Sang. That’s why I said I wanted to know how Baeck Cheon would react. If someone from the Diancang sect kills Baek Sang, would he still want to save them? Probably yes.

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      2. ellie Avatar
        ellie

        oh. this is dark

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  7. reemumu Avatar
    reemumu

    Alrighty one more thing i absolutely LOVED about this chase.

    in the last meeting of cm and bc, he tells cm that no matter how insignificant, no struggle is useless. And this whole chase we’ve seen him struggle and fail. He couldnt convince the wudang or diancang disciples, and he got injured for no reason. Even now, he threw his sword, but it didn’t “shoot” like an arrow, rather, it spun clumsily. The sword throw never had any chance of injuring the enemy. However, that offered a tiny opening which was all that was needed to capture the masked guy.

    i finally understand why cm told him to take baeksang. He’s plenty capable already, thats why he’s someone cm could lean on. This was additional support, rather than “necessary” support. Otherwise, it wouldve been someone from ogeom methinks.

    Anyway. I feel like this will become some domino effect. Im so excited!!! I love baekcheon πŸ₯°

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    1. ellie Avatar
      ellie

      BAEK CHEON

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  8. viktorisnoob Avatar
    viktorisnoob

    dam finally a longer chapter!!!excited to see what jang ilso will do, I wish cm will arrive already to save soso and the crew. I did not predict jang ilso trying to toy with soso for as long as he did. Hoping he will continue the mercilessness without hesitation to stay consistent of being a competent villain. Within The new generation the only one close to truly understanding cm is probably tang soso? What she truly did not want to lose was ripped right out. Now one by one I hope the young generation will understand more of cm’s pain. I also wish when cm meets jang ilso, cm would reveal his past, as a way to show that he has truly overcome the pain, and as a by product, the inner demon is gone.

    thx Ellie for the translation!!! Much appreciate the hard workπŸ˜πŸ‘πŸ»

    btw who is cms again?

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    1. ellie Avatar
      ellie

      i think dowi pretty much understands it too, since his father died on mawhwado (and the way he died was very miserable).
      and tang pae also probably even witnessed some of gunak’s fatal injuries (which we don’t know, but still).
      baek cheon also always understood chung myung, no one significant to him died before his eyes, but he lost smth he absolutely must not have lost – his martial arts.

      you’re welcome! cms is cheon myeon susa (master of the thousand faces).

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      1. viktorisnoob Avatar
        viktorisnoob

        oooo yeah I have not thought of those examples!! I think you make a great point!! I hope they will support cm quickly!!

        ahh cms ok now I understandπŸ˜‚, I hope the leader to danciang is okπŸ˜–

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      2. Chu Avatar
        Chu

        Even more than his martial art, it was probably the excommunication that did it for BC…

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  9. Spring Avatar
    Spring

    Thanks for the chapter Ellie

    Liked by 3 people

    1. ellie Avatar
      ellie

      np! you are welcome

      Liked by 1 person

  10. SlyWlf Avatar
    SlyWlf

    Ah the beginning of the end, I wonder how the cookie will crumble.

    Thank you for all your hard work!

    Liked by 3 people

    1. ellie Avatar
      ellie

      you’re welcome!

      Liked by 2 people

  11. Sagnik Chowdhury Avatar
    Sagnik Chowdhury

    Everyone thinks of Him to be CMS but I think that’s Jin Songwon….

    Thank you Ellie ❀

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    1. ellie Avatar
      ellie

      it would be funny if both times the mysterious masked man is jin songwon πŸ’€πŸ˜‚

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    2. Arthur Avatar
      Arthur

      I forgot who was cms tho

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      1. ellie Avatar
        ellie

        cms – cheon myeon susa = master of the thousand faces πŸ‘πŸ»

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  12. Chu Avatar
    Chu

    “In an instant Jang Ilso’s entire body was engulfed in blue flames.”
    And so he get burned to ashes! Not. Too badπŸ˜” I love Soso. I hope reinforcements will come soon, JI seems not to be playing around anymore. That or he just had a pyromaniac urge. Can’t say I don’t relate.

    And… it ended with a cliffhanger! Who is masked man? To know in the next chapter! Hopefully.

    Thank you Ellie for the translation!! It was a great readπŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°β€οΈβ€πŸ”₯❀️‍πŸ”₯❀️‍πŸ”₯πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–

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    1. ellie Avatar
      ellie

      you’re welcome, chu!

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      1. Chu Avatar
        Chu

        πŸ’žπŸ₯°πŸ«Ά

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  13. warmdeliciously9228fbf6a7 Avatar
    warmdeliciously9228fbf6a7

    Tang Soso was scared – of losing what must never be lost.

    I’m sure cm has a lot to say about this, it’s one of his “favourite” quotes. If Soso crashed out about her father that much, I can’t imagine what cm did when he lost everyone.

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