Wow, he really has no shame at all. (5)
The silence was so heavy it felt like even the sound of a needle dropping would echo through the room. Despite the number of people present, not even the sound of breathing could be heard.
Everyone held their breath, eyes fixed on Chung Myung and Beop Jong.
āGood heavensā¦ā
Baek Cheon unknowingly clenched his fists tightly.
He had expected this to some extent.
It was already a well-known fact that Chung Myung did not think favorably of Beop Jong, and the recent incident with the Evil Sects had only intensified that animosity to its peak. So, he had assumed Chung Myung wouldnāt simply let things slide, even if the opponent was Beop Jong.
But stillā¦
āEven so, heās the Abbot of Shaolin.ā
Shaolin, the Northern Star of Gangho.
Who in the world of Gangho did not revere that name? Baek Cheon himself, though from Jongnam and now part of Hwasan, had always considered Shaolin a sacred existence beyond reproach.
And yet, the very Abbot of that revered Shaolin was now speechless, unable to refute the venomous words Chung Myung had hurled at him.
Who could have imagined witnessing such a scene in their lifetime?
He knew he should step in – but the words wouldnāt come out.
All he could do was hold his breath, trying not to miss a single word of their conversation.
āā¦This humble monkā¦ā
After a long silence, Beop Jong finally spoke.
āā¦merely failed to consider that possibility. Had I thought of it beforehand, I would have surely gone to the Yangtze. This was simplyā¦ā
āAh.ā
Chung Myung cut off Beop Jongās words with a short scoff.
āYou would have gone to the Yangtze?ā
āWell, that isā¦ā
āYou would have run to the Yangtze, stopped Namgung Clan from fighting Sapaeryon, handed Maehwado back to Surochae, and endured once more the humiliation of Shaolin submitting to them?ā
āā¦ā
A clear sneer curled on Chung Myungās lips.
āYou?ā
Beop Jong closed his mouth again, despite the effort it had taken to open it in the first place.
He tried to speak, but it was as if someone had forcibly shut his mouth.
Instinctively, he was about to answer that of course he would have – but he had felt it, too.
That he never would have.
Even he couldnāt believe such a thing – how could Hwasan Geomhyeop be expected to believe it? Especially when it felt like the man understood Beop Jongās heart better than he did himself?
In the end, a hollow laugh escaped Beop Jongās lips. This wasnāt a situation where persuasion could ever work.
āIt seems the Abbot has spent so much time studying the truths of Buddhism that he no longer understands the truths of the world. If thatās the case, let me explain it for you.ā
Chung Myung spoke with the most amount of sarcasm he could muster.
āYou clean up your own messes.ā
āā¦ā
āYou donāt come crying and begging other people to do it for you.ā
At that moment, it wasnāt Beop Jong who failed to contain his rising anger – but Beop Gye.
He could no longer bear watching that young Taoist speak as if teaching a child, directing his words towards the Abbot of Shaolin.
āDonāt you think youāve gone too far?!ā
When Beop Gye rebuked, Chung Myung very slowly turned his head towards him. Then, looking him squarely in the eye, he said,
āToo far?ā
A stifled groan escaped Beop Gyeās lips. But he quickly composed himself and responded in a calm, measured tone.
āItās true that Shaolin made a mistake. That much we admit. And yes, we were wrong. But the Abbot is now doing everything he can to set things right, isnāt he? Itās easy to throw around accusations, but correcting a wrongdoing is a far more difficult task. So why be so ruthless?ā
Chung Myung stared at Beop Gye in silence, then let out a quiet exclamation.
āAh. I was wondering who you were. Weāve met before, havenāt we?ā
āā¦ā
āWe didnāt even get to say goodbye at the Yangtze, did we? Have you been well since then?ā
āA-hem.ā
Beop Gyeās face flushed red in an instant. The mention of the Yangtze was like an original sin he would never be free of.
āāTrying to set things right,ā you say. Right⦠well, sure, everything youāve said is correct. But⦠then what exactly have you all been doing these past three years, that only now youāre scrambling to fix it? If youād had the will, youād have sorted it all long ago, wouldnāt you?ā
āYouā¦!ā
āHmm, how strange.ā
Chung Myung shook his head, as if he truly couldnāt understand.
āBecoming a monk doesnāt mean youāre no longer human. So how can you be so shameless?ā
āWhat did you justā¦?ā
āAh, I suppose you donāt get it when I speak politely. Then let me be clear. Iām telling you to shut your mouth, Venerable Monk.ā
Beop Gye stared at Chung Myung in stunned silence.
He had always known Hwasan Geomhyeop was the type to throw courtesy to the wind. But who could have imagined he would go this far? They say that when something is too absurd, words fail you, and at that moment that was exactly how Beop Gye felt.
āItās true that someone trying to fix a mistake is better than someone who only criticizes. Thatās a fair statement. But the fact that you said it yourself is just⦠amazing.ā
āā¦ā
āAnd what was that again? Trying to fix it?ā
Beop Jong looked at Chung Myung, his face pale. He was afraid of what might come out of that mouth next.
āYour idea of fixing it is coming here and begging us to fight alongside you?ā
āā¦ā
āSo thatās what Shaolin calls cleaning up a mess now?ā
Beop Gye lowered his head.
Harsh though they were, there wasnāt a single falsehood in Chung Myungās words. Especially for Beop Gye, who had been one of the central figures in the Yangtze River Disaster and bore responsibility for everything that followed – he couldnāt voice a single word in protest.
Because even he had some shred of shame left.
āStep back.ā
āā¦Abbot.ā
āThatās enough.ā
Beop Jong quietly looked at Chung Myung.
Seeing the deep-rooted distrust in Chung Myungās eyes towards Shaolin, Beop Jong let out a heavy sigh.
āHow did it ever come to this?ā
It was undeniable that, of late, the sect that has recently shown the most righteous conduct in the world was Hwasan.
And for Hwasan Geomhyeop – essentially the heart of that sect – to show such profound mistrust towards Shaolin⦠wasnāt that a reflection of Shaolinās current standing in the world?
But even so, he couldnāt just step back now.
āShaolinā¦ā
Uncharacteristically hesitant, Beop Jong muttered a soft grunt before continuing.
āā¦is not perfect. Nor am I.ā
āā¦ā
āThose who are imperfect inevitably commit wrongs. I can accept the criticism we deserve for the mistakes weāve made. But⦠I cannot bear to see innocent people suffer because of what I and Shaolin have done.ā
Chung Myung glared at Beop Jong with a cold gaze. Even so, Beop Jong stood firm and continued.
āWhatever the condition may be – Iāll accept it. Just help us this once. Without Cheonumaeng, the Yangtze will truly be left to perish.ā
Once again, Beop Jong bowed his head.
A moment ago, he had bowed to Hyun Jong. But now, it was to Chung Myung. That was a small but significant difference.
Everyone watching quietly bit their lips.
Chung Myungās words had been right. But right now, Beop Jong was truly laying everything down and asking for their help. Had he merely explained the situation and appealed to reason, no one would have been swayed by his words.
But now, Beop Jong offered no logic, no argument – only a bow and a heartfelt plea. That sincerity moved not only Hyun Jong, but others in the room as well, who began to look at Beop Jong with new eyes.
Maybeā¦
Maybe the situation really was that dire, beyond salvation without their help. Otherwise, would the Abbot of Shaolin really stoop so low, bowing and begging before another sect?
Could it really be just to preserve Shaolinās strength that he, the Abbot, was willing to kneel and bow his head to a youth from another sect?
Surely not.
And yet.
There was one person whose eyes didnāt change in the slightest. Not even a tremble.
āThe Abbot hasnāt changed at all.ā
The simmering anger in Chung Myungās voice had vanished. Now his words were calm, even emotionless. But that lack of emotion somehow made his voice far more chilling than all his previous fury.
āYou say you were wrong, you say you regret it. But since this is all for the sake of the people and the suffering commoners, letās set aside the past and work together.ā
Beop Jong flinched. Chung Myung was staring at him with piercing eyes.
āYou pretend to reflect, bow your head just enough, and count on all the gullible fools to suddenly overflow with a sense of unity and offer themselves up as your shields, is that it?ā
āA-Abbotā¦ā
āNow I know for sure.ā
āā¦ā
āThe Abbot isnāt a hypocrite. Thatās exactly why I canāt stand him.ā
Beop Jong frowned.
He hates him not because heās a hypocrite, but because he isnāt?
What kind of reasoning was that? Most people despise others because theyāre hypocrites – wasnāt that the usual way of things?
As if he understood the confusion perfectly, Chung Myung clarified.
āA hypocrite is at least someone who knows what theyāre doing. It means theyāre aware, at the very least, that theyāre committing evil. But youā¦ā
His gaze pierced Beop Jong like a blade of frost.
āYouāre not that kind of person.ā
āā¦ā
āYouāre someone who has not a shred of doubt that youāre doing the right thing. Someone who truly believes, without question, that youāre righteous.ā
Chung Myung clenched his jaw, as if the very words made him sick.
Yes – someone like Heo Do Jinin, he was a hypocrite. At least he knew he was capable of doing evil for the sake of his sectās interests. He had that level of self-awareness.
But Beop Jong was different.
Beop Jong never questioned himself. No – perhaps he suffered now, but in the end, he had no doubt that he would reach a conclusion that proved his righteousness.
Right at this moment, Beop Jong surely believed with all his heart that convincing Hwasan to join the war at the Yangtze was the way to save the world.
Because he believed he was right, he didnāt hesitate.
Because he believed completely in his righteousness, he could even bow his head to a green young boy.
To him, bowing to Chung Myung was nothing more than a sacred step on the path towards a noble conclusion, a small sacrifice in pursuit of a greater good.
āI⦠doubted.ā
Even in the heart of that hellscape at the Hundred Thousand Mountains, where death loomed with every breath, Chung Myung had never stopped doubting himself. He questioned, again and again, whether this was truly the right way – whether the choices heād made had truly been just.
Not only him. Chung Mun as well. No – everyone there must have doubted, and doubted again.
But the ones who stood behind them, watching their deaths from a distance, never harbored any doubts. They spat out words like sacred sacrifice, convinced that sending so many into that hell had been the right thing.
Just like Beop Jong now.
People like that, though they may pity the dead, still drive countless others to their graves. They may shed tears – but they never regret. Because they never once question that they are doing what is right.
āOnce was enough.ā
The force flowing from Chung Myung slowly bore down on Beop Jong.
āAll that nonsense about saving the world, protecting the people – just one time dying for those filthy lies is already too much. Far too much.ā
That pressure wasnāt born of martial prowess alone. If it were merely a matter of force, Beop Jong wouldnāt have found it so crushing.
Before that overwhelming, unknown weight, Beop Jong couldnāt even bring himself to breathe.
āSo long as I draw breath, donāt even think of using Hwasan with that silver tongue of yours.ā
Chung Myungās quiet words sounded like a growl of a wounded beast, ready to strike.
āGet out of here. Right now. Or Iāll snap that self-important neck of yours.ā
The color drained from Beop Jongās face.
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Shivers ran down my spine fr⦠āone time dying for those filthy lies is already too muchā – WOW. i love u chung myung.
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