This is my role. (5)
Beop Jong, who had been descending Hwasan in silence, turned back.
Beop Gye instinctively shrank at the terrifying look in his eyes.
ââŚâŚHwasan.â
This wasnât how it had felt when he first ascended this path. There had certainly been a strange sense of unease, but he had never doubted that, in the end, he would get what he wanted.
To him, Hwasan had been like a wolf – one that only he could tame.
To ordinary people, a wolf is an object of fear, but to someone who can tame it, it is no more than a dog with sharp teeth.
And yet, that dog he thought he had tamed had now bared its teeth at him. As if it had never lost the wildness of the days it once roamed the fields.
âThe Buddha bestowed mercy upon all.â
ââŚâ
âBut He withheld mercy from just one clan. Do you know which clan that is?â
âIâm not sure.â
âThe Mara [ë§ëź(éçž )*].â
Beop Gye opened his mouth as if to say something, then closed it again. Beop Jong continued.
âIn the end, even the Buddha distinguished between those who could be saved and those who could not. To those who could not be saved and only brought harm, he was more severe than anyone else.â
Beop Jong stared hard at the distant pavilions of Hwasan, his face set in stone.
âI had believed, at the very least, that Hwasan was not a devil [ë§ęˇ]. It seems I was wrong.â
ââŚâŚAbbot.â
Beop Jong bit his lip.
Beop Gye looked at him with slightly puzzled eyes. It was because Beop Jong seemed to be recalling something.
ââŚâŚIn the endâŚâŚ.â
âYes?â
âNo, never mind.â
Beop Jong shook his head.
âFirst is the Yangtze River. That must be dealt with. Hwasan comes after. ButâŚâŚ.â
Then he spoke coldly, as if cutting through ice.
âOne day, Hwasan will have to pay the price for this as well. Putting aside my personal feelings, they turned a blind eye to something that could plunge the world into chaos and dragged the name of Shaolin into the dirt. I will see to it that they pay for that.â
âIt must be so, Abbot.â
Crack.
The prayer beads in Beop Jongâs hand shattered and scattered to the ground.
The beads, slipping free from the broken string and rolling away, seemed to explain the relationship between Shaolin and Hwasan. What had been held together by a single, fragile thread had now snapped.
âHwasan GeomhyeopâŚâŚ.â
Beop Jong gritted his teeth and stepped forward.
ââŚThis was your choice.â
â â â
After Beop Jong had left, the key figures of Hwasan gathered once more in the Sect Leaderâs quarters.
And among those key figures, Hye Yeon sat confidently. Seeing his clear and bright eyes, a wave of pride naturally surged in everyoneâs hearts.
âEveryone⌠truly, thank you.â
âOh, no need to say that, Monk.â
âWeâre not strangers. No need for that sort of thing.â
âThink nothing of it.â
A slightly shy but radiant smile spread across Hye Yeonâs face.
He had just turned his back on Shaolin, the place that had been like home to him. And yet, he didnât feel overwhelmed by sorrow. It was because of these people. They were another kind of family, different from Shaolin.
âYes. This is where Iâm meant to beâŚâ
âYouâre smiling?â
ââŚâ
But.
Regrettably, in the midst of that warm atmosphere, there was one person – only one – who wasnât smiling in the slightest.
A demon, as if just risen from hell, glared at Hye Yeon with eyes sharp as blades. A terrifying madness shimmered in them. Hye Yeon instinctively shrank back a little.
âYou think this is funny?â
âS-Siju, IâŚâ
âThis little bastard, huh?â
As Chung Myungâs face grew redder and redder, Hye Yeon began stepping backward.
âHey.â
âY-Yes?â
âYou trying to screw me over?â
âW-What do you meanâŚ?â
âYou littleâŚ!â
In the end, Chung Myung, swift as lightning, delivered a double-footed kick to Hye Yeonâs chest.
Bang!
âAaaaargh!â
Caught completely off guard, Hye Yeon was sent tumbling into a corner, rolling like a ball. But even that wasnât enough to cool Chung Myungâs rage – he charged at Hye Yeon with fire in his eyes. Everyone panicked and scrambled to hold him back.
âW-What are you doing, Chung Myung?!â
âCalm down for now!â
âSomeone get some sweets, quick!â
When the Five Swords mentioned sweets, it meant the situation was seriously dire. Horrified, the disciples of Hwasan joined forces with the Five Swords to pin Chung Myung down.
But even as they held him, Chung Myung thrashed like a mad dog, clawing at the floor and growling at Hye Yeon.
âLet go! I said let go! I swear, Iâm gonna see hair grow on that bald bastardâs head today!â
âWhat kind of nonsense is that?!â
âNo!â
Chung Myung shouted, fire blazing in his eyes.
âIf I did you the favor of kicking out that Abbot bastard, you shouldâve just stayed put in the corner like a good little monk! What the hell were you thinking, running after him and stirring up more trouble?! Huh?!â
Flinch.
Hye Yeon lowered his head deeply.
âThis is screwing me over, thatâs what this is! Hey! You got some kind of grudge against Hwasan? You want Shaolin and Hwasan to kill each other off together, is that it? After all these years we fed you and gave you a bed, you repay us like this? Fine! Let me pay back that favor too today! Ah, let me go already!â
âP-Please calm down!â
Baek Cheon, sensing that if he let go of Chung Myungâs arm now, Hye Yeon would be beaten to a pulp, held on all the more desperately.
The idea of needing to protect the great Hye Yeon mightâve sounded ridiculous under any other circumstance, but the man he was holding right now was one of the few who could make that ridiculous notion into a very real threat.
âWhat? A devout Buddhist? A Buddhist, huh?! You little bastard!â
âArgh!â
Unable to kick properly while being held, Chung Myung stretched his leg out with all his might and started smacking the top of Hye Yeonâs bald head with the sole of his foot.
âIf Buddha saw you, heâd say thereâs no hope and bust your skull open with a branch off the Bodhi tree! Youâve got a hundred different ways to cause trouble, donât you?! And you followed him? Him?! Youâre the kind of guy whoâd get sold off to traffickers and still chant Amitabha while smiling if they gave you a piece of candy!â
âNo! Calm down already!â
âSect Leader, please, say something! Sect Lead-âŚâ
Turning to Hyun Jong, Yoon Jong suddenly froze. Hyun Jong was muttering to himself, looking as though half his soul had left his body.
âShaolin⌠Why Shaolin, of all things⌠I mustâve lost my mind⌠What was I thinking, bringing in ShaolinâŚâ
ââŚâ
Yoon Jong leaned in and whispered quietly to Baek Cheon.
âSasuk, I think heâs in a worse state.â
âJust close your eyes.â
ââŚYes.â
After thrashing about like a madman for a while, Chung Myungâs fury finally began to subside, and the tension slowly drained from his muscles.
âEver since we took in that damned brat, nothingâs gone right! What are we supposed to do now, huh, you bastard?!â
Tears were streaming down Hye Yeonâs face.
Honestly, from his point of view, wasnât this all terribly unfair? All heâd said was that heâd accept being excommunicated and told them not to get involved – but Chung Myung went and stirred everything up on his own, chased Beop Jong out, and now he was scolding him?
It was like someone swimming peacefully had been yanked out of the water by force, slapped across the face for being in danger, and then had all their belongings stolen on top of it.
That was robbery. Plain and simple.
âChung Myung-ah. Didnât you say Shaolin wasnât all that big of a deal?â
Chung Myungâs head snapped around. Seeing that terrifying glare, Baek Cheon quickly looked away with a pitiful whimper.
âThatâs just talk for when weâre fighting! What, you think Shaolin is some kidsâ school?! âNot a big dealâ? Of course itâs a big deal!â
ââŚYouâre the one who said that.â
âDamn it. Just my luck.â
Chung Myung ground his teeth furiously.
âThat temper of his, honestlyâŚâ
âPoor Monk Hye Yeon.â
âHe always blames someone else. Tsk.â
In truth, even if the whole situation with Hye Yeon hadnât happened, the relationship between Hwasan and Shaolin had already become irreparably damaged the moment Beop Jong stormed out of here.
Hye Yeonâs case was merely the nail in the coffin.
âTsk.â
Perhaps even Chung Myung understood that much, as he finally stopped at this point. The fact that it took this much for him to stop, even while fully understanding the situation, might be what made Chung Myung both impressive and exasperating.
âShaolin⌠Shaolin⌠What are we supposed to do now? Now what? ShaolinâŚâ
But while Chung Myungâs anger had subsided, Hyun Jongâs spirit, once gone, showed no sign of returning.
Chung Myung cleared his throat lightly and began trying to soothe him.
âUh⌠Letâs calm down for now, Sect Leader.â
âCalm down?â
ââŚâ
âDo I look like I can calm down, you little brat?!â
Suddenly, Hyun Jong lunged at Chung Myung with a speed no one had ever witnessed before and grabbed his earlobe.
âAAAHH! Sect Leader! My ear! My ear! It hurts!â
âYou lunatic! You drew a sword on the Abbot of Shaolin and caused a scene?! I take my eyes off you for one second and you run off to make everything worse – and now what? Hye Yeon?! You brat! This isnât because of Monk Hye Yeon! This is all because of you!â
âAck! My ear! I said itâs coming off! AAAHH!â
âOh, ancestors above⌠What sins have I committed to be burdened with a rascal like thisâŚâ
– Sorry.
ââŚHuh?â
Did someone just⌠say something?
âAAAAAAGHH!!â
Chung Myung, having barely escaped, scurried into a corner. Then, veins bulging in his neck, he began protesting furiously.
âI mean, what was I supposed to do?! Those bastards were threatening to cut off his bald head!â
ââŚThey didnât say theyâd behead him. They just mentioned severing his meridiansâŚâ
âWhich is worse! You might as well cut the head off! Without martial arts, heâs just a dummy! What use is he without them? Not even worth a neighborhood mutt!â
ââŚâ
What truly saddened Hye Yeon werenât Chung Myungâs words themselves. It was the way the other disciples of Hwasan instinctively nodded along the moment those words were out of his mouth.
Tears welled up in his tightly shut eyes.
âHorrible peopleâŚâ
For even a moment, I was touched. I must be a fool. An utter fool.
âTo become enemies with Shaolin⌠With Shaolin⌠Ancestors above⌠Iâve ruined everything. Now Hwasan is doomedâŚâ
âHey! Donât say unlucky things like that! A hundred years ago, we were this close to throwing punches with Shaolin too, but Hwasan didnât fall, right?â
Hearing that, Hyun Jong turned his dazed face towards Chung Myung.
ââŚA hundred years ago?â
âYes!â
âA hundred years ago?â
âThatâs what I said!â
ââŚThen we did fall, didnât we.â
ââŚPardon?â
Wait.
âŚNow that you mention it, thatâs true?
Chung Myung suddenly found himself speechless, and Hyun Jong slowly slumped to the floor.
âWhat are we to do about this⌠What are we to doâŚâ
âAhem.â
Hyun Sang, watching the scene unfold, cautiously spoke up.
âIf you were that worried, you couldâve just handled things peacefullyâŚâ
âHow the hell was I supposed to do that in that atmosphere, you idiot?!â
âHow do you peacefully settle things with those Shaolin bastards?!â
Their stances were completely different, yet somehow, their behavior wasnât all that far apart.
Before anyone realized it, even the Sect Leader had been influenced by Chung Myung – quite severely, at that.
The faces of Hwasanâs disciples darkened all at once.
ââŚHwasan is finished now.â
âOh, come on. Weâre not finished. Iâm still here!â
ââŚâ
Hyun Jong stared at Chung Myung in silence, then let out a deep, weary sigh.
âWe really are doomed.â
âHey, whatâs with this guy now?â
âHeâs the Sect Leader, you little bastard!â
Just as Chung Myungâs eyes flared with fury, Baek Cheon rushed in and landed a solid kick on him.
Chung Myung tumbled into a corner but immediately sprang back up.
âIâm telling you, thereâs nothing to worry about! Those Shaolin bastards arenât a big deal!â
âYou just said they were a big deal.â
âThatâs only if someone else fights them! If I fight them, theyâre nothing!â
ââŚJust try to contradict yourself only once per sentence, Chung Myung-ah.â
How can one mouth produce such a variety of nonsense? Anyone listening might think a rainbow was coming out of it.
Chung Myung, still yelling at the top of his lungs without the slightest sign of exhaustion; Hyun Jong, muttering dazedly as if his soul had left his body; Hye Yeon, sulking in the corner; and the rest of the disciples all throwing in their own comments as they pleased.
Crunch.
Hong Daekwang, who had somehow taken a seat in the room, hadnât been able to find a way to join the conversation amidst the chaos. He simply sat silently in a corner, chewing on some rice crackers.
ââŚWhat a mess.â
And yet, somehow.
It was a sight unmistakably typical of Hwasan.
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*Mara [ë§ëź(éçž )] â malignant figure in Buddhism, demon.
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