I canât afford to lose it. (1)
As Ho Gamyeong slowed his pace and looked back, the sight of Sapaeryeonâs troops following him came into view.
Defeat.
It was an undeniable fact. Although they had inflicted significant damage on the enemy, the losses they themselves had suffered were substantial. With their initial objectives unmet, there was no way to deny that they had been defeated.
Yet, strangely, Sapaeryeonâs warriors trailing behind him didnât resemble a band of beaten men. Instead, they exuded a sense of cold determination and an eerie resolve.
Ho Gamyeong understood the source of that cold, determined gaze.
âWe may have lost, but Paegun hasnât. Thatâs what theyâre thinking.â
It was a foolish notion, really. Sapaeryeonâs defeat was inherently Jang Ilsoâs defeat. There was no escaping that judgment, no matter how it was spun.
But at this moment, that delusional excuse was serving its purpose, at least for the followers of Sapaeryeon. The air was thick with a confidence that should not have been possible after such a loss.
PerhapsâŚ
Ho Gamyeongâs eyes drifted to Jang Ilso, who was walking ahead of him.
âDid he anticipate even this?â
What if Jang Ilso had acknowledged his mistake and punished Ho Gamyeong? It would have clearly demonstrated a commitment to reward and punish, but it would also have confirmed that this battle had been an irrevocable failure.
Maybe thatâs why Jang Ilso refused to admit defeat, instead using force to suppress any dissent. Even going as far as to crush Cheon Myeon Susa in the process.
Right or wrong, it was clear that Jang Ilsoâs actions had made a strong impression on those who had been steeped in defeat.
âRyeonju.â
Ho Gamyeong, fully aware of this, cautiously called out to Jang Ilso. Although Jang Ilso hadnât held him accountable, Ho Gamyeong couldnât ignore the weight of his own actions.
Jang Ilso glanced at him, a fleeting look over his shoulder.
âIs there something you wish to say, Gamyeong-ah?â
âRyeonju. About Cheon Myeon SusaâŚâ
âAh.â
Jang Ilso waved his hand dismissively, as if swatting away a bothersome insect. He didnât seem to think the matter was worth further discussion.
âDonât worry about it. I didnât do anything too severe, did I?â
âHeâs a man who understands the tides of fortune, but heâs also one who doesnât forget grudges. Heâll remember this andâŚâ
âAnd one day, heâll seek revenge, is that it?â
ââŚYes.â
Jang Ilso let out a soft chuckle.
âOne day, you say. Such idle talk, Gamyeong. Do you really think he has the time for that?â
ââŚâ
âItâs not just him. We donât have that luxury either. Tales of distant future hold no value.â
Jang Ilsoâs long, narrow eyes narrowed further, a chilling aura gathering at their edges.
âWhat matters is the present. Or rather, what comes next.â
Ho Gamyeong nodded heavily. It was true that Cheon Myeon Susa wouldnât forget what happened today, but he wouldnât be able to act on it anytime soon. The battle had cost him too many of his followers.
âBut that doesnât mean the problem is resolved, Ryeonju.â
âHmm?â
âFrom what Iâve gathered, the Sun Palace Lord harbors a deep grudge against Cheon Myeon Susa. This couldâŚâ
âTsk, tsk, tsk.â
Jang Ilso clicked his tongue in a display of disappointment.
âSo narrow-minded. This is why people speak poorly of the Evil Sects.â
âBut shouldnât we do something to address this?â
âWhy bother? Just leave it be.â
âRyeonjuâŚâ
Ho Gamyeong knew he wasnât in a position to speak so openly to Jang Ilso. But despite that, he couldnât hold back his words because he believed this issue was truly critical.
They had already lost key figures like Mangeum Daebu and the Black Dragon King. Now, Haomunju and the Sun Palace Lord were crucial to Sapaeryeonâs strength – assets they could not afford to lose.
If the Sun Palace Lord couldnât suppress his grudge and started opposing Cheon Myeon Susa, it was likely that Cheon Myeon Susa, already humiliated by Jang Ilso, would direct his fury towards the Sun Palace.
If the two of them were to harbor mutual resentment and begin to clash, it could lead to the serious rift within Sapaeryeon, threatening its very existence.
âSapaeryeon could end up divided and in chaos.â
At Ho Gamyeong’s concern, Jang Ilso turned his gaze to him with a curious expression.
âHm, Gamyeong-ah.â
âYes, Ryeonju.â
âDonât disappoint me.â
ââŚâ
âI donât blame those who fail. But I canât stand the sight of those who become worthless under the weight of their failure.â
Ho Gamyeongâs head bowed slightly in acknowledgment.
âDivision, grudgesâŚâ
Jang Ilso murmured, a deep smirk spreading across his red lips.
âSuch things are meaningless now. The only thing that matters is who survives, who seizes control, whoâŚâ
He trailed off for a moment, turning to look back. His gaze was fixed on Mount Wudang, faintly illuminated by the first light of dawn.
âThe time has come to bring this to an end. Both me and him must fight with everything we have left.â
âRyeonju.â
Jang Ilso chuckled softly.
Though he spoke of ending things, it was clear that he was acknowledging that there was no time left to waste, no room for any further delay.
“There’s nothing to worry about. The arrangements have been made. Though we suffered a disgraceful defeat⌠we managed to secure what we absolutely needed.”
For a moment, a flicker of confusion crossed Ho Gamyeongâs face.
Something they absolutely needed? Had there been such an objective?
But Jang Ilso showed no intention of clarifying that mystery, simply smiling to himself, lost in thought.
âI might have been wrongâŚâ
Perhaps so. ButâŚ
âJust because I was wrong doesnât mean you were right. Isnât that so?â
A dark, ominous shadow clouded his pale eyes.
âWeâll meet again soon enough.â
But next time, they wouldnât both walk away alive. The only thing left was the final battle, where only one would survive.
â â â
âNo, why are theyâŚâ
Moyong Wigyeong stared in bewilderment at the retreating Sapaeryeon.
On one hand, he felt a deep sense of relief that the battle was finally over, almost wanting to cheer for that fact alone. But on the other hand, he couldnât understand why they were withdrawing so easily, which filled him with unease.
âShould we pursue them?â
It was the first thought that sprang to mind as soon as he saw them retreating, but Moyong Wigyeong quickly shook his head.
The forces that remained here hadnât yet regrouped with the core units from Hwasan or those who had climbed the cliff. To engage in a reckless pursuit now could backfire, leading to a devastating counterattack.
âMilitary⌠advisor.â
Unable to settle his chaotic thoughts, Moyong Wigyeong called for Im Sobyeong. He hesitated slightly as the word âadvisorâ still felt unfamiliar on his tongue.
âAre they really retreating?â
Unlike Moyong Wigyeong, whose confusion was evident, Im Sobyeong appeared remarkably calm.
âYou can see it with your own eyes, canât you?â
âBut⌠why? They arenât in such a dire situation that they need to retreat like this.â
âWar is all about morale. And those Sapaeryeonâs bastards⌠if nothing else, theyâre perceptive. Theyâve likely realized that the higher ups intentionally sacrificed the forces on the cliff.â
ââŚâ
âContinuing to fight would only lead to unnecessary casualties. Itâs more strategically right to retreat and regroup.â
âThen⌠is there a chance that perhapsâŚâ
Moyong Wigyeong, about to ask another question, shook his head instead. What he wanted to ask was whether this situation could lead to an internal conflict within Sapaeryeon. But it seemed unlikely that anyone within Sapaeryeon would have the strength or influence to stage a rebellion against their leader after such a crushing defeat.
âNo, but even so, does this make any sense? If they retreat like this, theyâll have to lose a lot as well.â
Moyong Wigyeong was, after all, the head of a powerful family. He wasnât someone without the ability to see the bigger picture. Im Sobyeong responded to his concerns.
âYouâre right. Theyâve swallowed poison in this battle, a poison so deadly that thereâs no antidote.â
âThatâs exactly my point. So whyâŚâ
âDo you know how a poisoned man wins a fight?â
Without waiting for Moyong Wigyeong to answer, Im Sobyeong continued.
âBy driving a blade into his opponentâs throat before the poison takes him down.â
âBut⌠even if he wins, wouldnât he still die? If thereâs no cure for the poison, how can that be considered a victory?â
Im Sobyeong glanced at Moyong Wigyeong.
He wasnât confident he could explain this in a way that would make sense. Moyong Wigyeong might not understand that there are those in the world who donât value their own lives very highly. That sometimes, people are willing to throw their lives away, laughing as they do so, just to destroy something – or someone – important.
âBut one thing is certain.â
Im Sobyeong exhaled slowly, his gaze fixed on the retreating Sapaeryeonâs forces – or perhaps on someone beyond them.
âThey donât have much time left. Soon⌠theyâll stake everything on one final, all-out assault. A full-scale attack with no retreat.â
Moyong Wigyeongâs face turned pale.
They were retreating now, but after hearing Im Sobyeong’s words, it no longer seemed like a simple withdrawal. It felt more like the receding tide before a massive tsunami crashes down on the shore – a precursor to an even more devastating onslaught.
âB-But, looking at the situation, arenât we at an advantage? Weâve inflicted heavy damage on them this time.â
âMaybe.â
Im Sobyeongâs response was lukewarm, his eyes darkening with a sense of foreboding. Moyong Wigyeong widened his eyes, staring at him intently.
One question was consuming Im Sobyeongâs thoughts.
âWhy?â
Removing Hwasan Geomhyeop Chung Myung, from the equation might have seemed like the correct strategic choice in a localized sense. Perhaps it made sense in that context.
But did Jang Ilso really need to take on that role himself?
Ho Gamyeongâs intentions were clear, but could it be said that Ho Gamyeongâs goals perfectly aligned with Jang Ilsoâs? What, then, was Jang Ilso truly trying to achieve through all of this?
Crack.
Im Sobyeongâs fan slowly crumpled under the pressure of his grip.
âHo Gamyeong⌠and Jang Ilso.â
No matter the outcome of the battle or what they intended to gain, Im Sobyeong was painfully aware of one thing.
The most disgraceful performance in this battle was his own.
âWhatever youâre aiming for⌠it wonât be the same next time.â
A cold flame of determination flickered in his eyes.
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âCult Leader.â
The Blood Palace Lord slowly turned around. Despite the bandages once again wrapped around his face, there was still a lingering, vivid sense of unease and displeasure.
âIs it truly acceptable for us to retreat like this?â
âWhat are you trying to say?â
ââŚOnce might be excusable, but if we show such weakness a second time, the reputation of the Cult will be severely tarnished. If they dare to underestimate usâŚâ
The Blood Palace Lord remained silent. The subordinate who had spoken hesitated, biting his lip before continuing.
âMoreover, if it becomes known that you entered the enemyâs territory without orders⌠without any prior agreement, and then withdrew without a word, it could strain our relationship with Sapaeryeon- Guh!â
Suddenly, the Blood Palace Lordâs hand shot out, clamping around the subordinateâs throat. The subordinateâs face contorted in pain, which was evident even through the crimson bandages.
âYou talk a lot for someone so insignificant.â
âL-Leader⌠CoughâŚâ
âDo you even know what immortal energy is, you worthless worm?â
Thud!
The Blood Palace Lord shoved the subordinate away, letting him crumple to the ground where he gasped for breath. His eyes bore into the subordinate with barely contained fury.
‘Damn it.’
On a second thought, the subordinateâs words werenât entirely wrong.
âWhat should I doâŚ?â
His mind began to spiral with conflicting thoughts when suddenly, an unfamiliar voice cut through the air, chillingly close to him.
âUtterly pathetic.â
A shiver ran down his spine as the voice came from right beside him.
The Blood Palace Lord quickly snapped his head in the direction of the voice, his heart pounding.
And thenâŚ
âYou⌠who are you?â
His voice, laced with shock, escaped his lips. Fear and confusion welled up in his eyes, visible through the narrow slits in his bandages.
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WHAT DID JANG ILSO GAIN? WHO DID THE BLOOD PALACE LORD MEET? Itâs always only questions.
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