Thatâs not how I am. (5)
âAhâŚâ
Tang Soso let out a dazed exclamation.
The figure of Jang Ilso, who had been hurled through the air and come crashing down, and Hye Yeonâs broad back, standing proudly before her, occupied Tang Sosoâs entire field of vision.
The astonishment would not subside.
Who could be unaware of Hye Yeonâs extraordinary talent?
He was a prodigy whom even the Thousand-Year-Old Shaolin acknowledged, pouring every available resource into raising him. Had that man named Chung Myung not suddenly fallen out of the sky onto Hwasan one day, the position of the next Number One under Heaven would have practically been Hye Yeonâs already.
Of course, the proud men like Namgung Dowi or Jin Geumryong might not concede so readily, but even they could not deny that Hye Yeon was ahead of them.
Hye Yeonâs genius was that well known to everyone, yet even Tang Soso, who knew it better than most, could not help but be shocked at this moment.
âHis opponent is⌠none other than Jang Ilso.â
If Hye Yeon was one who would vie for the title of the worldâs best in the future, Jang Ilso was at present the greatest of the Evil Sects – indeed, the one closest to the pinnacle right now.
And yet that very Jang Ilso had been put into disgrace by Hye Yeonâs attack. It was hard to believe even though she had seen it with her own eyes.
âMonkâŚâ
Was Hye Yeonâs ability truly at this level?
Tang Soso sent him a gaze full of shock. But Hye Yeonâs gaze was not directed at her. He did not even look at Jang Ilso.
With his eyes closed, he kept reciting sutras in a barely audible voice.
After chanting for a while in Shaolinâs characteristic half-palm stance, Hye Yeon slowly opened his eyes. His gaze settled on the fallen Jang Ilso.
âYouâre making too much of it.â
Though Jang Ilso lay prone, there was not the slightest hint of carelessness in Hye Yeonâs eyes.
âI know that someone like you would not be flustered by something this trivial, Siju.â
Hearing those words, Jang Ilso slowly raised his upper body. His disheveled hair slipped down softly.
He pulled one knee up, rested his arm on it, and sat down. It was a leisurely posture, entirely out of place on this battlefield. He even looked languid. Jang Ilso let out a short chuckle, as if air had softly escaped his mouth.
It was not a laugh of disbelief, nor a self-mocking snicker at being beaten by some green youngster. It was not such a simple emotion.
âWhy are you laughing?â
âWell, Iâm not quite sure myself. Why does the laughter rise up?â
Jang Ilso slowly swept back the hair that had fallen forward.
âHmm. Very well, if I had to explain it⌠I suppose Iâm realizing it anew.â
âWhat do you mean?â
Jang Ilso rose fully to his feet. Then, gripping his loose hair firmly with both hands, he tied it up tightly and smiled faintly.
âEven if I told you, would you understand?â
Hye Yeonâs brows twitched slightly.
âGranted⌠weâre not exactly on friendly terms, are we?â
âIâm not belittling you, so donât be offended. I meant it exactly as I said.â
Jang Ilso let out a low chuckle. He slowly clenched and loosened his fist.
Even in this situation, Hye Yeon exuded a tremendous pressure that was enough to make oneâs scalp tingle. It was a power strong enough to keep even someone like Jang Ilso fully alert.
Hye Yeon spoke.
âIt is hard to understand.â
âItâs nothing much. I just found it a little unreasonable, thatâs all.â
ââŚUnreasonable? What do you mean?â
Jang Ilso dropped his arms to his sides. As he lazily moved his fingers, the rings clinked lightly against each other.
âHmm, think about it. Of all times, some completely unexpected presence blocks my path in a situation like this. From where I stand, isnât that downright unfair?â
As he said this, Jang Ilso pulled an exaggeratedly mournful face and let out a deep sigh.
It was a strangely irritating sight.
Yet even amid all this, Hye Yeonâs immovable mind [ëśëěŹ(ä¸ĺĺż)] stood firm as a great mountain.
âThere is nothing unfair about it.â
ââŚHmm. Nothing, you say?â
âIndeed. All of this is merely the karmic retribution of your own deeds. Even if it were not me, someone would have stood in your way. The Central Plains stretch wide, and righteous warriors overflow within them.â
Jang Ilso looked up at the sky with eyes that had darkened slightly. From the dark cloudy sky, rain was still falling.
Observing him, Hye Yeon suddenly thought the scene before him looked like a painting.
A black sky, falling rain, and beneath it Jang Ilso standing alone.
In truth, this differed from reality. Undoubtedly, Jang Ilso currently stood with numerous subordinates at his command.
One need only shift their gaze a little to see lines of men ready to lay down their lives at Jang Ilsoâs command.
Yet for some reason, in Hye Yeonâs eyes Jang Ilso always seemed to be standing alone.
It was then.
âKhukâŚâŚâ
A low chuckle slipped from Jang Ilsoâs lips. A cold chill ran down Hye Yeonâs spine. It was not from feeling a threat or an overwhelming force.
âWhat is thisâŚ?â
The residue of some emotion too hard to name, contained in that brief laugh, shook even Hye Yeonâs immovable mind.
âSiju.â
âRighteous warriors, is itâŚâŚ.â
Jang Ilso lowered his head, then looked at Hye Yeon and smiled brightly. The perfectly pure smile was utterly out of place on this battlefield.
âRight. Such things do exist in this world.â
His voice sounded very different from his usual tone.
A slight tremor flickered at the corner of Hye Yeonâs eyes.
What Jang Ilso revealed now was clearly mockery. By nature he mocked all things, yet how was one to interpret the lone thread of bitterness and anger woven within?
âHahahahahaha!â
Then Jang Ilso burst into a loud laughter. It wasnât greatly different from his usual manner, and it quickly pulled Hye Yeon back into reality.
âIt was an amusing tale.â
Jang Ilso raised the corners of his mouth. Between his crescent-moon eyes, his pupils narrowed chillingly, carrying an eerie icy coldness.
âBut⌠do you truly believe that?â
It was a strange thing.
Hye Yeon raised a wall within himself against Jang Ilso. Thus, no matter what the man said, it ought not to shake him. For before a resolute, immovable mind, every delusion and worldly trouble is rendered meaningless.
âTruly?â
Yet, strangely, Hye Yeon could not answer readily. His lips would not part, as though sealed shut.
Jang Ilso let out a soft laugh.
âThatâs why youâre still a child, you see. How long will you keep saying what you yourself do not believe in?â
ââŚAmitabha.â
âThis Central Plains you speak of – where exactly is it?â
Step.
Jang Ilso took a step towards Hye Yeon.
âRighteous warriors? Here?â
ââŚâ
âThis place is where hungry ghosts* dwell. They swarm at even the smallest opening, eager to sink their teeth in and drain oneâs blood. If that Avici Hell** you Buddhist lot speak of truly exists, it must be here.â
Jang Ilsoâs red lips parted, revealing white teeth in a chilling gleam.
âRighteousness? As if such a thing could exist. This rotten world holds no value whatsoever. Sacrifices made for something worthless are meaningless from the start.â
Hye Yeon could not comprehend it – neither Jang Ilso nor his thoughts. Most of all, he found it difficult to accept the contradictions within his words.
âIt does not add up.â
The words slipped from Hye Yeonâs mouth before he knew it.
âIf nothing in this world holds any value, Siju, why do you covet the Central Plains so greatly?â
ââŚâ
âIsnât it you, Siju, who speaks of something he himself does not believe?â
At last Hye Yeon saw it.
Jang Ilsoâs face, which had been twisted with an exaggerated grin, momentarily hardened into a cold and indifferent expression.
It was a reaction Hye Yeon had never anticipated.
Jang Ilso was a cool-headed man. He could not possibly be unaware of his own contradictions. And even if he were, he was not one to let another glimpse that fact.
Because of that, Jang Ilsoâs expression now felt all the more unexpected.
Jang Ilso tilted his head slightly.
ââŚIt isnât exactly wrong.â
As if his face had never hardened, Jang Ilso once again wore a gentle smile.
âYes. Perhaps what I wanted was never to possess it.â
âWhatâŚâŚ.â
âMaybe all I really wanted was to burn it down with my own hands. All these hateful things.â
For some reason, Hye Yeon felt as though something were pressing down on him. It felt like something thick and viscous was slowly creeping over him, making the ground beneath his feet collapse, pulling him endlessly into an infinite abyss.
âI must pull myself together.â
He bit his lip until it bled and hastily recited a sutra in his mind, yet once a heart has shrunk it does not easily regain its calm.
Why was he feeling so overwhelmed? After all, this was just a villain. Merely a cunning being who used sinister words to deceive others.
âIf you still donât understand, then I have no choice but to make you understand.â
Jang Ilso slowly raised his hand.
âThat dreams are only dreams.â
Fwoosh.
With those words, Jang Ilso suddenly appeared right before Hye Yeon. Startled, Hye Yeonâs eyes opened wide.
âVajra Immovable Technique [ę¸ę°ëśëě ë˛(éĺä¸ĺ躍ćł)]âŚ?â
Shaolinâs Vajra Immovable Technique: not moving, yet it moves. The pinnacle of Swapping Oneâs Position [ě´ííě(秝形ćä˝)] – which can be considered a type of transcendent state – shaped into the form of martial arts – and regarded as Shaolinâs signature renowned technique [ěąëŞ ě 기(ćĺçľć)].
That very Vajra Immovable Techniqueâs profound principle [ëŹëŚŹ(ĺŚç)] was what Jang Ilso had just displayed, and with even greater precision than Hye Yeon himself had.
Hye Yeonâs heart sank. Yet, even amidst his shock and urgency, his body, trained to its absolute limit, instinctively unleashed Arhat Fist [ëíęś(çž ćź˘ćł)] towards Jang Ilso.
A straight punch packed with condensed fist-force shot towards Jang Ilsoâs solar plexus. But at that instant, Jang Ilsoâs hand flowed in smoothly, pushing Hye Yeonâs fist aside.
Whoosh.
Feeling his fist strike only empty air, Hye Yeon instinctively tried to withdraw, but Jang Ilsoâs hand, swift as a serpent, slid up Hye Yeonâs arm and seized his elbow as though biting into it.
Crunch.
His fingers dug into Hye Yeonâs elbow, piercing flesh and muscle.
Even through the searing pain, Hye Yeon saw an opportunity: fists locked at point-blank range – this was his territory.
A golden light burst from Hye Yeonâs body.
Wooong!
His feet drove into the ground, and golden fist-force bloomed on his knuckles. To gather inner strength maintaining such short distance was nearly the same as inviting the enemyâs strike, yet Hye Yeon was fully prepared for that.
To sacrifice flesh to shatter bones. Facing Jang Ilso, that much resolve was essential.
Hye Yeonâs five fingers, fully spread, began to curl inward, converging at a single point.
Neither fist [ęś(ćł)] nor claw[쥰(çŞ)], but a bizarre shape like a birdâs beak.
Yet, this seemingly childish gesture served as the vessel for one of Shaolinâs most lethal martial arts.
All his energy concentrated into one point, a resolve aimed at annihilating the enemy. It was a technique manifesting the greatest possible killing intent permitted within Buddhist Path.
Lionâs Roar Mudra/Seal [ěŹě모ëě¸(ç ĺçĺ°źĺź)].
Golden energy gathered at his fingertips, shining coldly like metal, aimed straight at Jang Ilsoâs throat.
âIf not meâŚ!â
Then who would descend into hell?
At the very instant Hye Yeonâs Lionâs Mudra, having shattered the Precept of Killing [ě´ęł(掺ć)], was about to touch Jang Ilsoâs neckâŚ
âHmmm.â
A familiar, chilling nasal sound bored into Hye Yeonâs ear.
Whoosh.
Then, before Hye Yeonâs eyes, three identical images of Jang Ilso appeared, each adopting a different posture. Without realizing it, Hye Yeonâs mouth dropped open.
âAn⌠illusionâŚ?â
His Lionâs Roar Mudra pierced âJang Ilsoâ in front of him – but there was nothing there. In truth, there had never been anything before him at all.
All he saw was empty air – and, a little way off, Tang Soso staring at him in a daze.
âWhat has you so startled?â
Hye Yeon froze where he stood. The soft voice had come from directly behind him.
His instincts screamed warnings frantically.
âJang Ilso!â
Hye Yeon desperately twisted his body around
At that same instant, Jang Ilsoâs hand burrowed into his solar plexus – a devilâs hand wreathed in blue flames.
âI have to dodgeâŚâŚâ
Yet, contrary to the thought in his head, Hye Yeonâs body stopped, as though roots had grown beneath his feet.
Crunch!
Drops of blood splattered onto Jang Ilsoâs pale white face. Hye Yeon stared blankly at that face, smeared with his own blood.
At frighteningly close range, he could see Jang Ilsoâs smiling eyes – somber like a gloomy moon.
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*ěęˇ(é¤éŹź) – hungry ghost (preta). Jang Ilso is throwing buddhist terms at Hye Yeon, because it refers to the beings of the underworld who are condemned to suffer from constant hunger, with stomachs as large as mountains and throats as narrow as needles.
**돴ę°ě§ěĽ(çĄéĺ°ç) previously also mentioned by biga as ěëšě§ěĽ(éżéźťĺ°ç) which is the same thing (ěëšě§ěĽ is a transliteration from Sanskrit). The lowest level of hell for the worst sinners.
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edit: does it seem like there are too many parallels between jang ilso and heavenly demon in this chapter?
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